There’s days like this where I’m up all night and morning just thinking about everything. Sometimes I’m not thinking about anything, but knowing that the thought is in my head, it keeps me up for hours and hours. If that even makes sense. Maybe it does, but maybe it doesn’t.
I’ve had better days these days. Well actually, just starting on Sunday. And it’s been better up until today. Or yesterday? A lot of deep thoughts continued to just race through my mind to where I was holding and fighting back tears just to show no weakness. But me not even being able to open up was already making me feel weak.
I just want things to go back to how they used to be. Because I know that I can make things better. I know that things would be better this time around because mistakes were learned from. Because the same mistakes wouldn’t be made again or at least thought twice about.
So sick and tired of being sick and tired. God help me.
