So after all of this wallowing, sitting around, and being all depressed and crap over a break up. I’ve finally come to realize that now that I’m doin’ ME, I couldn’t be any happier. Yes.. the break up was horrible and so unexpected. But time has passed and I find myself being a better person today. The things in my life may not be as great as I would like them to. But i’m learning to adjust. But I’m gonna continue to keep moving forward. To keep making steps forward and pray to God that I won’t have to take any steps back.
I would tell my life story.. except I don’t think anyone needs to know everything that I’m going through, and I don’t need to put my business out there. But from a girl learning from experience.. Even if you’re down to your last hopes, and think that everything is just so.. bad, and you feel like you’re hanging by a thread. Trust me, things will get better in time. It’s hard to hear that while you’re going through everything and while you’re down in this ditch, you don’t wanna hear anything positive because you believe that it can’t get any better. IT CAN.
I’ve gone through the most fucked up shit only being 19, and I keep asking myself, “Why is this happening to me?” “I’m too young for this” and “What did I do to deserve this?” Most of the time, people don’t deserve what’s happening to them. And I know I sure didn’t. But I got my mind straight, and started to get my life right. And even if it’s not the best it could be, or what I wish it could be. I can happy that right now, I AM HAPPY. I feel like I’m the old me again. And I’m still continuing to build myself up to be who I know I am.
Don’t ever give up. Because giving up is way too easy.
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